I don't know if I'll continue fooling myself and keep on drawing nothing but sub par things that I try to pass off for art. Every damn time I think I've actually done one right, a piece that actually would be passable, something happens to botch it up. I don't know, is my very subconscious afraid of actually churning out something decent?

I'll keep trying a few more times, but I may end up just giving up art all together and sticking to writing, since that's all I have going for me. I'm just tired of being ignored and having a list full of supposed 'watchers' where only a very tiny amount of them actually give a shit about the pieces of junk I make. I'm extremely disappointed in the rest of them for never saying a goddamned thing.

This damn site is also pissing me off with this lame excuse for a journal constantly fucking up on me when it seems to work wonderfully or everyone else and I'm getting sick and tired of always logging out of here with a headache..

Edit: *gasps* It actually let me post this?! WOW!